Juicyfruit

You know when you cannot eat, everything looks good. I have been noticing food in commercials that aren't even about food. While surfing I happened upon this brother G. Garvin on BET's Turn Up The Heat. Now I know good and well that I am not going to cook one single thing this man is making. But damn, he does it well. I'm not usually attracted to his type but I find him sexy. Maybe it's the man in the kitchen cooking thing. Or, maybe it's the fact that I'm hungry as hell and anyone in the kitchen cooking is sexy to me right now.

Just Because

I've never had a toothache before. Although this kid looks cuteI don't believe missing teeth would have the same appeal on me. So I have always taken very good care of them. Imagine my surprise while chewing when one of my fillings came out. Well,parts of it. I don't believe surprise is the word I'm looking for here. Unbearable, indescribable pain would cover it... maybe...It's the sort of pain that stops you dead in your tracks. It stopped me from chewing that's for damn sure.

I have a friend that has been dealing with a rotten tooth for years. He is too scared to visit the dentist because a while back he had some work done and the pain that followed was worst than the original problem. So, instead he never chews on the right side of his mouth, and says that he will never trust a dentist again. I guess that works for him. I however, am taking my ass to the dentist as fast as I can. Since it happened I have been treading lightly on the offending side of my mouth but I couldn't imagine eating this way for the rest of my life. Or brushing the way I have been forced to,not when there are licensed people to help me.That is insane!I don't ever want to feel that type of pain again.

Between this tooth, a week of watching Roots and the Imus(Anus) bullcrap, this hasn't been a the best time to be around me.

Jesus Is Love

Happy Easter!!!

Straighten Up and Fly Right!

I just have to blog right now or I will scream. This woman came into my office today with her PJ's on. Yeah they were cute but they were still made to wear in the HOUSE. Lawd!!!Then she had no bra on. People she was swinging everywhere, Didn't comb hair on her head...nothing. Just got up and came as she was.I wanted to smack her ass into next week as my mother would say. But, I was afraid I'd have to see it again.

I didn't have much to say. My WTF??? expression, said it all. She said she didn't want to miss her appointment.

Tears

I end each weekend the very same way. In tears. Watching Extreme Home Makeovers does it to me each week. The expressions on the recipients faces touch me every time. It may sound a bit sappy but, this show reminds me that in the midst of it all there are good people. There are deserving people.People still genuinely, truly care about others. And you know what? I don't even mind the tears I shed.

Me Time

I'm on the hunt for a laptop. My puter has been on crazy( do what I wanna do) mode and it's making me crazy. I have read so many different articles about processors, ram,cd/dvd+ rw and drive space, I feel I can teach a class. All I want to do is get on the Internet, blog, write and be able to play my Sims, without the screen flashing red. I either want too much or not enough. Since my puter became completely possessed I feel lost. It's a damn shame. I didn't have a computer growing up, I didn't need to read blogs, or write my stories in WORD and create disk for them and I got along just fine. Hell, up until eight years ago I didn't even own a computer. Now without one, it's like losing my right hand. I'm on a borrowed laptop now and it's giving me my fix but I want MY own. Tomorrow I will take all of the knowledge I have acquired this past week and try to put it to good use.
I've been working on my me time, for some reason I can't get it together. I'm just tired. I've been burning both ends since I got this promotion and my body is just telling me to slow down fool! Eventually I will, one way or the other. I started the wieght watchers point system and I am eating a hell of a lot more now. Counting everything is working my nerves right now though. I also promised myself I would go to the doctor but I have one of those hard heads that will not go until something is falling or about to fall off. It's a bad habit that I need to break.
I'll get it together.

They sent another great singer home and left that Sanjay guy on Idol. Arrgh,America please wake up! This child cannot carry a tune, to save his life. He should have been at home watching like me. I'm wondering how the hell he made it through auditions. If they get rid of Lakeisha, that's it for me.

I don't know if you are familiar with this story Shaquandathis is another sad, absolutely ridiculous case of JustUs Please leave this young lady a few words of encouragement.

Well, I gotta return this thing..wish me luck in my search...Stay Blessed

I'd Like To Teach The World To Sing

- In perfect harmony...

I like American Idol, I have been watching since the beginning. This year is a complete mess. Some of the people they sent home they should call back.Why did it have to be guys against girls? Couldn't it have been all women, or here's an idea... the best singers! Now last night they sent a young man home, given he did forget the words. But if he forgot ALL the words he still sounded better than the young man they let stay.

I just wonder what people are thinking when they vote sometimes. When I vote, I vote for the best singer.
I just had to get that off my chest...

What's going on people, sorry I've been missing. I have been very busy. I am still reading I just can't always post.

When will they stop talking about Anna? I'm sorry she died, I feel for her family but dayammmmn. What did this woman do that requires so much airtime? They didn't devote this much time to Rosa Parks, Coretta King. And Maury Povich can tell you if you're the daddy in 1 hour, what is taking them so long?

Today a little boy( around 10) told his mother to shut up. It was so funny, I mean what he said to his mother was not funny. The faces of all the black people in earshot was funny as hell. She was embarrassed, and her face was so red. I couldn't feel sorry for her though, she brought it on herself.

We had a fire at work. People will move then won't they? Thankfully everyone is fine. The firemen said that we could go back inside but it was still too smokey. I don't know what he was talking about, I guess breathing that crap all the time makes you immune.

I need some serious me time...

Home

-When I think of HOME I think of a place where there is love overflowing

How true this verse is for me. I don't ever want to visit the state of Ohio in the winter ever again. It was just too damn cold. I think this was some sort of test. If I made through this week; I could keep my job. You know what kills me? When people say "Oh you're from NY you're used to this". What is that about? I live in NC for a reason.It's as if people think NYers have a thermal layer of skin or something. They're immune to cold weather.. In Ohio they have freezing FOG!! I have never heard that phrase in my life.

My roomie was a native of Kentucky. I thought she was going to pass out,she was so cold. She packed for summer as far as I could tell and that weather was tearing her ass up. She was a cute, blue Popsicle. She also had this twang that was put on and driving me crazy. And she just went on and on about (Black people the best thing since sliced bread!) She even told me about the black caretaker her children had and how they just loved their mammy! I kid you not. Can you say WTF for me out loud? That was it for me. I needed to go...it was for the best.

I think the trainer could have been a little more patient with those who did not understand what the hell she was zipping through at the moment. She was more of the type that said it once, and you had better get it because she was moving on. This woman didn't even stop when one of my co-workers notebook went offline! She also had the tendency to try an answer your question before you got it out of your mouth ( Or formed it in your head). I hate that, and I was really trying (HARD) to be cool, but I had to SAY something. I was thinking daaayummm, this is ridiculous it was as if she didn't want us to ask questions, because it would throw a monkey wrench in her schedule. On the last day she said " Well we made it and no one wanted to kill me." Don't bet your life on it honey. I know my facial expression screamed I wanted to slap you a time or two!!!. Thankfully I was able to grasp most of what she taught. What I didn't get I will just have to learn on my own.

This has been a long as week for me. I have never been happier to be in North Carolina.

Buddy

I just heard Musiq's song for the first time and I love it. I'm about to get on the road. I have learned that I will be SHARING a room with someone else. Not happy about this.My company decided it's cheaper to book 20 rooms instead of 40, great. Now I'll be freezing my ass off and unable to chill like I want to...

I feel like the first day of college. I've spoken to my roomie on the phone, but never met her. She seems nice enough. I hope she's not a real chatterbox, she seemed a little long winded on the phone. Or nasty, because that would definitely be my get the hell out pass. I don't know why they couldn't book me with my girl. Oh yeah I forgot, SHE'S going to FLORIDA. .

I think I've packed enough warm clothes, scarves, hats and gloves. I checked the weather earlier, it was 18 degrees. Imagine my joy! Ok, kids I'm going to try and be optimistic about this deal Really..., afterall it's part of the job and I must say I do love my job. I haven't been able to say that for quite some time.

Stay Blessed!

If It Isn't Love

So V-Day is upon us. Let me correct, the huuuuuusband thing, because some of you think that I'm on that track. I have that mindset. I would like to be married at this point in my life. I have friends, but no serious prospects. So being that none of them are serious, I'm really blah about them, I wish I could construct a man out of them, like one comedian said.That would be great.
I'm not going to hate on the people in happy,loving relationships. This is your day. Do your thing. I'm going to the movies and see Stomp The Yard. Stay Blessed!