Wow...It seems like I started this blog a lifetime ago. Monday I turned 36 and unlike most women...okay I lie. I may have lowered the number once or twice.. Today a young man held the door for me and when I said thank you he said " no problem ma'm." AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! At that moment, I was heated but, I guess I am well into ma'm years. But, I don't see a ma'm. I see no change...maybe a little more weight in my face. No crows feet , laugh lines or wrinkles. But obviously something has changed. Everyone that comes to my home looks at my graduation picture as says " who is that?" or " Is that your sister?" Then I promptly ask them to leave my house. Jokes aside...I remember losing it when I turned thirty...I thought I was a washed up old hag. I had no kids, no husband. Strange what time will do....I'm 36... and for that blessing...I am grateful.